My Husband Faked His Own Drowning, So I Buried an Empty Casket—Two Years Later, I Found Him Kissing My Best Friend in Florida
PART 3
Neither of them moved.
The waitress approached with a pitcher of iced tea.
“You two need anything else, Mister?”
She looked at Lamar, then at Rhoda, then at me.
Lamar opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
I smiled at the waitress.
“Yes, ma’am. I’d like a glass of water. And perhaps a little explanation from this gentleman. He’s been dead for two years, you see.”
The waitress froze.
Rhoda covered her mouth.
Lamar looked down at his plate.
I sat back.
“Don’t let me interrupt your lunch.”
The waitress slowly backed away.
For a few seconds, the only sound was the water moving beneath the dock.
Then Lamar finally spoke.
“How did you find me?”
I almost laughed.
Not because anything was funny.
Because that was the first question he had for his wife after two years of pretending to be dead.
Not, Are you all right?
Not, How have you been?
Not even, I’m sorry.
How did you find me?
“I came to have lunch,” I answered. “Imagine my surprise when I found my dead husband enjoying crab cakes with my best friend.”
He rubbed his forehead.
“Roberta, please. Not here.”
“Not here?”
I leaned forward.
“Where would you prefer? At the cemetery? I could meet you there. We could talk beside the empty casket I bought for you.”
Rhoda began crying.
“Oh, Roberta. Please don’t.”
I turned toward her.
“Don’t what, Rhoda? Don’t embarrass you?”
She shook her head.
“I know how this looks.”
“Then help me understand.”
She looked at Lamar.
He gave her a warning glance.
That little movement told me something.
They had rehearsed this.
Perhaps not the exact conversation, but they had discussed what would happen if somebody discovered them.
They had prepared excuses.
They had prepared lies.
And I was apparently the last person they expected to see.
“How long?” I asked.
Neither answered.
I repeated the question.
“How long have you two been together?”
Rhoda wiped her cheeks with a napkin.
“Roberta, it wasn’t supposed to happen like this.”
“That isn’t an answer.”
She looked down.
“Almost three years.”
Three years.
I counted backward in my head.
Three years ago, Lamar had still been coming home every evening.
Three years ago, Rhoda had been sitting at my kitchen table, drinking coffee and complaining about her husband.
Three years ago, I had helped her pick out flowers for Clifton’s funeral.
Three years ago, my husband was supposedly telling me he loved me before going out fishing.
My stomach tightened.
“You mean while Clifton was alive?”
Rhoda’s eyes filled again.
She nodded.
I felt something inside me go very still.
Clifton had been a good man. Quiet, hardworking, and kind.
He used to bring me fresh tomatoes from his garden every summer.
At our anniversary dinner, he had once raised his glass and said, “Roberta, if Lamar ever gives you trouble, you know where to find me.”
We had all laughed.
I remembered that night now.
I remembered Clifton sitting beside Rhoda, looking tired while she spent most of the evening whispering to Lamar.
I had thought nothing of it.
I had been wrong about so many things.
“Did Clifton know?” I asked.
Rhoda shook her head quickly.
“No. No, he didn’t.”
“Are you sure?”
She looked at me.
“I swear.”
I wanted to believe her.
But I had learned something in the last fifteen minutes.
A person could look directly into your eyes and lie about something enormous.
I turned toward Lamar.
“Where were you?”
He swallowed.
“What?”
“Two years ago. Where were you when they were dragging the lake looking for your body?”
He shifted in his chair.
“I wasn’t in the water.”
“Obviously.”
“Roberta, listen. I never intended for you to lose everything.”
I stared at him.
“Everything?”
He looked toward the water.
“The business was in trouble. We had debts. Things got complicated.”
“The business?”
I almost couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“You told me the business was doing fine.”
“It wasn’t.”
“You told me the bank needed my signature for insurance.”
He rubbed his beard.
“I had to make a decision.”
“You made a decision?”
My voice became quieter.
“Let me tell you what your decision looked like from my side.”
I counted on my fingers.
“I buried an empty casket. I sold the bait shop. I sold the truck. I paid ninety thousand dollars in debt because you told me it was our responsibility. I used my savings. I stopped buying groceries I didn’t need because I was afraid I wouldn’t have enough money for the electric bill.”
My eyes burned, but I refused to cry.
“I went to the cemetery every Sunday for six months.”
Lamar looked at me.
I continued.
“Sometimes I brought flowers. Sometimes I just sat there. Do you know what I talked about?”
He said nothing.
“I told you about the weather. I told you about the neighbors. I told you when our old dog died. I told you I missed you.”
My voice broke.
“And you were alive.”
For the first time, Lamar looked ashamed.
“Roberta, I—”
“Don’t.”
I raised my hand.
“Don’t say my name like you’re comforting me. You lost that privilege.”
Rhoda reached across the table.
I pulled my hand away.
“Please,” she whispered. “I know I don’t deserve to ask this, but you have to understand. Lamar was desperate.”
I turned toward her.
“Desperate enough to let me think he was dead?”
She lowered her head.
“He said he would explain everything once things settled down.”
“How long was that supposed to take?”
She didn’t answer.
I looked at the bracelet on her wrist.
It was a thin gold bracelet with a small blue stone.
I had received it from Lamar on our fortieth anniversary.
He told me he had bought it from a jewelry shop in Tallahassee.
I had worn it for years.
After the funeral, I put it in a little velvet box because I couldn’t bear looking at it.
Now it was on Rhoda’s wrist.
I pointed toward it.
“Where did you get that?”
She instinctively covered it with her other hand.
Lamar closed his eyes.
“Roberta, don’t.”
“That bracelet belonged to me.”
Rhoda’s face turned red.
“He gave it to me.”
I looked at my husband.
He had given my anniversary bracelet to my best friend.
Something about that hurt more than the kiss.
Perhaps because the kiss could have been explained away by a moment of weakness, however terrible.
But that bracelet meant he had taken something from our marriage and placed it on another woman’s wrist.
“Take it off,” I said.
Rhoda stared at me.
“What?”
“Take it off.”
She slowly unclasped the bracelet and placed it on the table.
I didn’t touch it.
I didn’t want it anymore.
“Keep it,” I said. “You two seem to have collected enough of my life already.”
Then I stood.
Lamar reached for my arm.
“Roberta, wait.”
I stepped away.
“Don’t touch me.”
“We need to talk.”
“Yes. We do.”
I took my phone from my pocket.
“I have your picture. I have your face. I have your little restaurant date. And I have two years of financial records waiting for someone to examine them.”
His expression changed.
“What financial records?”
I looked directly at him.
“The ones I kept.”
That wasn’t entirely true.
I had kept some paperwork, but I didn’t know what it would prove.
However, I had learned during forty-one years of nursing that sometimes you had to let a patient talk before you knew where the pain was coming from.
Lamar looked toward Rhoda.
She looked frightened.
“Roberta,” he said, lowering his voice, “you don’t understand what you’re getting involved in.”
I gave him a small smile.
“Then explain it to me.”
He looked around the restaurant.
“Not here.”
I nodded.
“Fine. Tomorrow morning. You can tell me everything.”
He seemed surprised.
“Tomorrow?”
“Yes. Unless you’re planning to disappear again tonight.”
He looked away.
I picked up my purse.
Then I remembered something.
“One more question, Lamar.”
He looked up.
“Did you ever love me?”
His mouth opened.
For several seconds, he couldn’t answer.
Then he said, “Of course I did.”
I nodded slowly.
“That’s what makes this so difficult.”
I turned and walked away.
Ione was waiting near the entrance.
She didn’t ask questions.
She simply put her arm around mine and walked me back toward the bus.
But before we reached the parking lot, my phone vibrated.
An unknown number.
The message contained only one sentence.
Mrs. Ashby, please don’t meet Lamar tomorrow. You don’t know what he did with your money.
I stopped walking.
Ione looked at my face.
“What is it?”
I showed her the screen.
She read it twice.
“Who sent that?”
“I don’t know.”
Another message arrived.
This time, there was a photograph attached.
It was a picture of a document.
A bank transfer.
My name appeared at the top.
The amount was $60,000.
And underneath it was the date.
October 14.
The same day the sheriff had knocked on my door.
I felt my knees weaken.
“Roberta?” Ione whispered.
I zoomed in on the photograph.
The money had been transferred from our joint savings account into a business account.
The account holder’s name was visible.
Clifton Gaither.
Rhoda’s dead husband.
I stared at it.
Why had my husband transferred sixty thousand dollars to a man who had died three years earlier?
Ione took my phone.
“Lord, Roberta.”
Then another message appeared.
That account was not Clifton’s personal account. It was opened under his name six months after his funeral.
I felt cold despite the Florida sunshine.
I typed a reply.
Who is this?
The answer came almost immediately.
Someone who worked at the bait shop. Someone who knows why Lamar disappeared.
I looked back toward the restaurant.
Through the glass windows, I could see Lamar and Rhoda still sitting at the table.
They were no longer eating.
They were talking urgently.
Then Lamar stood up.
He took his phone from his pocket and looked toward the parking lot.
For one terrible second, our eyes met.
He knew.
He knew someone had contacted me.
Ione squeezed my hand.
“Get on the bus, honey.”
I nodded.
But my eyes stayed on the restaurant.
Because something else had just occurred to me.
If Lamar had been planning to disappear, if he had known the bank would come after the bait shop, and if he had arranged for sixty thousand dollars to be moved on the very day the sheriff came to my house…
Then the drowning story had not been an accident.
It had been a plan.
And perhaps the worst part was that I had helped him carry it out without knowing.
I spent the ride back to the hotel staring at the photograph.
I didn’t sleep that night.
At eleven thirty, I called the unknown number.
A man answered.
“Mrs. Ashby?”
“Yes.”
“My name is Eddie Mercer. I worked for your husband for seventeen years.”
I remembered Eddie.
He had been a quiet man who repaired boat motors and helped customers load fishing equipment.
He had attended Lamar’s funeral.
I could still picture him standing near the back of the church, wearing a black baseball cap.
“Eddie,” I said, “what is happening?”
He sighed.
“I’ve been trying to reach you for months.”
“Why didn’t you call before?”
“Because I was scared.”
“Scared of whom?”
There was a pause.
Then he said something that made my fingers tighten around the phone.
“Your husband didn’t just fake his drowning, Mrs. Ashby. He used your name to move money out of the business before he disappeared.”
I closed my eyes.
“How much?”
“More than sixty thousand.”
“How much, Eddie?”
He hesitated.
“Two hundred and forty thousand dollars.”
I sat upright.
Two hundred and forty thousand.
I had spent two years believing we had barely enough money to survive.
I had sold the truck because I thought we were drowning in debt.
I had given up the bait shop because I thought there was no other way.
And all that time, my husband had apparently taken hundreds of thousands of dollars and started a new life.
“Where did the money come from?” I asked.
“Customers. Suppliers. Business accounts. There were checks that never reached the bank. Some loans. And your signature was on several documents.”
“My signature?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
I felt sick.
“I never signed anything for two hundred and forty thousand dollars.”
“I know.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I watched Lamar practice your signature.”
The room seemed to tilt.
I gripped the edge of the hotel desk.
“What?”
“He used to sit in the office after closing. He had copies of your old paperwork. He’d practice signing your name on blank sheets.”
I couldn’t speak.
Eddie continued.
“I didn’t understand what he was doing at first. Then I found the ledger. I confronted him. He told me it wasn’t my business.”
“When?”
“About three months before he disappeared.”
I swallowed.
“Why didn’t you tell the police?”
“I tried. But I didn’t have enough proof. And then Lamar was reported missing. Everybody believed he was dead.”
I stared at the photograph on my phone.
“Why are you contacting me now?”
“Because I found something else.”
“What?”
“An old storage unit. Lamar rented it under another name. I found the key in a box of business papers after he left.”
My heart started beating faster.
“What is inside?”
“I don’t know everything. But there’s a safe in there.”
I waited.
Eddie lowered his voice.
“Mrs. Ashby, I think you need to see what’s inside before you meet him tomorrow.”
I looked at the clock.
It was almost midnight.
“Where is the storage unit?”
“Not in Florida. It’s back in Georgia.”
“Then why are you calling me from here?”
“Because I followed Lamar.”
I stood up.
“You followed him?”
“I saw him at the restaurant today. I recognized him. I was sitting in a truck across the road when you walked in.”
I suddenly remembered seeing a dark pickup near the parking lot.
Eddie continued.
“I didn’t know whether to approach you. But when you walked away, I saw Lamar make a phone call. He looked furious.”
“Who did he call?”
“I don’t know. But I heard him say something.”
“What?”
Eddie was quiet for a moment.
Then he repeated the words.
“She found out. We need to move the papers tonight.”
My stomach tightened.
“What papers?”
“That’s what I want to find out.”
I looked toward the hotel window.
The Florida night was dark, and the water beyond the parking lot reflected the lights from the road.
For two years, I had thought my life was over.
Now I was beginning to understand that the man I had buried was still making decisions about my life.
And he wasn’t finished.
“Eddie,” I said, “I need you to listen carefully. I’m not going to run away. I’m not going to hide. But I’m also not going to walk into something without protection.”
“Good,” he answered.
“Tomorrow morning, I’m going to speak with the police and an attorney.”
“That’s probably the right thing to do.”
“And you’re going to give me every document you have.”
“I will.”
Before ending the call, Eddie said one more thing.
“Mrs. Ashby?”
“Yes?”
“There is something else in that storage unit.”
“What?”
“A photograph.”
“Of whom?”
He took a breath.
“Of you, your husband, and Rhoda.”
I frowned.
“That doesn’t surprise me.”
“It was taken the week before Lamar disappeared.”
I closed my eyes.
“All right.”
“But there’s something written on the back.”
“What does it say?”
Eddie’s voice dropped almost to a whisper.
‘Once Roberta signs, everything belongs to us.’
The call ended.
I stood there for a long time.
Then I opened my suitcase and took out the small velvet box I had carried from home.
Inside was my wedding ring.
I had stopped wearing it after the funeral because I couldn’t bear looking at it.
I held it in my palm.
Forty-seven years.
I had loved one man for forty-seven years.
And now I was beginning to wonder whether I had ever truly known him.
But one thing was certain.
Tomorrow, I would no longer be the grieving widow waiting for answers.
I would be the woman asking the questions.
And this time, I intended to hear the truth.
PART 4
I didn’t sleep much that night.
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the same things.
Lamar standing beside the water.
Rhoda wearing my bracelet.
The empty casket at First Baptist Church.
And those six words written on the back of a photograph.
Once Roberta signs, everything belongs to us.
By sunrise, I had made a decision.
I was not going to confront Lamar alone.
At seven thirty, I called Ione.
“Are you awake?”
“Roberta, I’ve been awake since five. What’s happened?”
“I need you to do something for me.”
“Anything.”
“I need you to come with me to the police station.”
There was a pause.
Then she said, “I’ll be downstairs in ten minutes.”
I dressed carefully.
I put on my navy-blue blouse, black trousers, and the small silver earrings Lamar had given me for our thirtieth anniversary.
I don’t know why I chose those earrings.
Perhaps I wanted to remind myself that I had once been happy.
Perhaps I wanted to remind myself that the woman walking into that police station was not some helpless old widow.
She was a woman who had survived forty-one years in a hospital, raised a family, paid bills, buried loved ones, and endured more pain than most people would ever know.
I had survived losing my husband.
I could survive learning who he really was.
At eight fifteen, I sat across from a detective at the Marathon police station.
His name was Detective James Walker.
He was probably in his late forties, with tired eyes and a notebook that looked as though it had been used for years.
I showed him the photographs.
I showed him the bank transfer.
Then I told him everything.
He didn’t interrupt.
When I finished, he leaned back.
“Mrs. Ashby, I’m going to ask you something, and I need you to answer honestly.”
“Go ahead.”
“Are you absolutely certain the man you saw yesterday was your husband?”
I took out my phone.
I enlarged the photograph I had taken.
“That’s Lamar.”
He studied it.
“Have you spoken to him?”
“Yes.”
“And he admitted who he was?”
“He called me by my name.”
Detective Walker nodded slowly.
“That helps.”
I handed him the photograph of the bank transfer.
He examined it carefully.
“Where did you get this?”
“An anonymous message.”
“Do you know who sent it?”
“His former employee. Eddie Mercer.”
The detective wrote down the name.
Then he looked at me.
“Mrs. Ashby, I want you to understand something. If your husband deliberately faked his death to avoid debts or conceal financial crimes, this could be a serious criminal investigation. But we’ll need documents, bank records, and evidence establishing exactly what happened.”
“I understand.”
“Also, don’t confront him alone.”
“I don’t intend to.”
He closed the notebook.
“One more thing. You mentioned that your husband was reported missing from Lake Seminole?”
“Yes.”
“Was there ever an official death certificate?”
I nodded.
“They issued one after the waiting period.”
“Do you have a copy?”
“I do.”
He looked at me for a long moment.
“Bring it to us. We’ll need to examine the circumstances surrounding the original missing-person investigation.”
For the first time in two years, I felt that somebody was taking me seriously.
Before I left, Detective Walker gave me his card.
“If he contacts you, don’t make any agreements. Don’t sign anything. And don’t delete any messages.”
I thanked him.
Outside, Ione was waiting beside the car.
“Well?”
“They’re going to investigate.”
She took my hand.
“Good.”
I looked at her.
“There’s something else I need to do.”
“What?”
“Find Eddie.”
Eddie was staying in a small motel outside Marathon.
When I arrived with Ione, he was standing beside an old pickup truck.
He looked older than I remembered.
His hair had gone almost completely gray, and his shoulders were bent forward.
When he saw me, he removed his cap.
“Mrs. Ashby.”
“Eddie.”
For a moment, neither of us spoke.
Then he said, “I’m sorry.”
I looked at him.
“Why?”
“For not telling you sooner.”
I sighed.
“You can’t change what happened. Just tell me what you know.”
He nodded.
We went inside his motel room.
He placed a thick brown envelope on the table.
Inside were photocopies of bank statements, business records, receipts, and several pages of handwritten notes.
I recognized Lamar’s handwriting immediately.
The same handwriting that had written his telephone number beside my landline.
The same handwriting that had signed our Christmas cards.
The same handwriting that had written little notes on the refrigerator.
I picked up one page.
At the top was written:
PROJECT NEW LIFE.
Below it were several amounts.
$60,000.
$45,000.
$72,500.
$62,500.
Total: $240,000.
I looked at Eddie.
“What’s this?”
“Money Lamar moved out of the bait shop over several months.”
“Why?”
“He was planning to leave.”
“With Rhoda?”
Eddie nodded.
“Yes, ma’am.”
I sat down.
“How long had he been planning it?”
“At least six months before the disappearance.”
I stared at the papers.
Six months.
While I was cooking his meals, washing his clothes, and asking him whether he wanted coffee, he was planning to erase himself from my life.
Eddie continued.
“There was a problem, though. He couldn’t just leave without dealing with the business loans.”
“What problem?”
“Some of the debts were secured by your signature. He had also used your name on additional paperwork.”
I looked at him.
“Without my permission?”
“That’s what I believe.”
I turned another page.
There were copies of documents with my name at the bottom.
Some signatures looked familiar.
Others didn’t.
One had been dated on a day when I was working a twelve-hour shift at the hospital.
I remembered that day clearly.
I had come home exhausted.
Lamar had made me tea.
He had told me I needed to get some rest.